Agamaed

agamaed @ 2008-03-18T01:34:00

2008-03-18T05:50:36Z

1. Open your music library.
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try and pretend you're cool....cause if you cheat you're
not cool at all.

1. Opening Credits:
Tubthumping- Chumbawamba

2. Waking up:
Metabolic- Slipknot

3. First Day of School:
Pazatari- Paza

4. Falling In Love:
Take California- Propellerheads

5. Fight Song:
Bargain- The Who (What the fuck kind of fight is that?)

6. Breaking Up:
Young and the Beautiful- The Young Punx!

7. Prom:
The Audience's Listening- Cut Chemist

8. Proposal:
B.Y.O.B.- System of a Down (NONE of these has made any less sense than this one.

9. Life:
The Brainwasher- Daft Punk

10. Mental Breakdown:
Hopeless- KT Tunstall

11. Driving:
Party Party Party- Andrew WK

12. Flashback:
Tom Sawyer- Rush

13. Getting Back Together:
Intergalactic- Beastie Boys

14. Wedding:
Human After All- Daft Punk (Hell yeah, there'll be D-Punk at the wedding. Oh yes, there will.)

15. Birth of Child :
Sapphire Bullets of Pure Love- They Might be Giants

16. Final Battle:
I am Hated- Slipknot

17. Death Scene:
So Sad to Say- The Mighty Mighty Bosstones

18. Funeral Song:
Sexyback- Justin Timberlake (Yeah, that'd be my funeral for sure.)

19. End Credits:
Human / Together / One More Time / Music Sounds Better with You / Stardust (Instrumental) - Daft Punk.

That last one is the only one I'm really willing to stand behind. It *was* the last track on Alive 2007, so I like it for my end creds, but the rest just sucked.

This is kinda hilarious and awesome!

2008-03-11T18:21:30Z

Chin up! Onward, Agnostic Solidiers!

2007-12-16T14:36:20Z

See it as a bad thing, and it will make her sacrifice meaningless. She's doing it to prevent you from suffering. So stop suffering, douchetard! Take this gift, and love it. Cherish it. Make sure she never regrets it.

Out of the closet!

2007-11-06T04:00:39Z

A lot of people knew I was bisexual, but someone who probably should have known didn't. The last person of import to be told of my bisexuality was my Father, and I told him earlier tonight.

He was absolutely alright. He let me know that I have to be able to make my own decisions. What a guy!

I wish

2007-10-30T16:13:07Z

I wish people could know each other's motives. I mean, sure, people can just tell you, but you have to judge for yourself whether or not you believe them. I wish it were enough to tell someone that you care for them, and that you want them to be happy, and that you haven't abandoned them. You have to show them through action.

Sometimes, even action isn't enough. Sometimes you are pushed so far away, and you're so discouraged that you feel like it isn't worth it. You certainly don't want to see them walk out of your life, but when they leave you no other choice, your heart breaks.

I wish we could all be happy again.

I wish you could see that we haven't forgotten you.

I wish I knew how to make this better.

If you don't know D&D, disregard this post.

2007-10-12T20:06:36Z

Whilst gaming for 10 hours yesterday, My character leveled thrice, and received a +5 Flaming, Shocking Burst, Icy Burst Rapier.

My Full attack 2 Rapiers +19/+14 3d6+8 18-20 and 1 Shortsword +19 1d6+5

That first one is kinda impressive, but the second one is lacking. Let's sneak attack.

Sneak atk, and let's assume we're flanking and critting with the Rapier. 2 Rapiers +21/+16 7d6, 2d10 +16 18-20 and 1 Shortsword +21 5d6+8

I fuck yo couch, monstas.

Uuuuuupdates!

2007-10-06T03:31:43Z

GED application signed and notarized. Need a $55 money order and a ride to the GED test site.

Mommy?

My life is going pretty fuckin' well, I'd like to think. Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy.

!!

2007-09-24T08:28:07Z

Really good faire weekend! Had a great time, everyone was really cool. The weather could have been nicer, but other than that, (su)premo weekend.

Here's hoping this week's as good!

I'm freaking out a little. Lets not be a failure, now.

2007-09-19T01:08:01Z

Enough sitting around. I found today that I WASTE so much of my time. I was just watching TV. The TV wasn't on in the background. I wasn't viewing the TV with a friend, I wasn't planning D&D and watching TV for inspiration, and I certainly wasn't doing homework and listening to the TV.

Wait, I haven't done homework in a very very long time. Didn't do any Junior year, really, and I certainly didn't do any last year.

Is there some part of me that misses homework? Say it ain't so! All this time I spend doing *NOTHING* could be spent doing something. Something constructive! It's not a matter of never having any time... It's not a matter of work being boring... I WANT TO BE A STUDENT! So many people I respect, and so many people I care about are doing something with themselves! I'm sitting at my house, being unemployed and I'm rather bitter about it.

I felt the need to pick up a pen. I actually felt like I needed to be writing something. Like answers to equations, or perhaps a dissertation of sorts... I *must* become a student!

I worked full time for a few weeks. I worked part time for a little less than a year. Retail is not forever. I've seen plenty of people be "successful" at it. I've seen plenty of people not starve to death. If success is measured by how not dead you are, they're succeeding.

Maybe, just maybe, I want more than that. I'm not dreaming of millions... I'm not dreaming of luxury cars. I'm dreaming of ownership. Entrepreneurship. Everyone wants it. Maybe I should own a record store...

No! A nerd store! I would LOVE to own a hobby shop, of sorts. Books! Models! Cards! Dice! AND MUSIC!?! Yes! I'll sell everything that nerds are interested in. Nerds of all sorts! I suppose I'm getting ahead of myself.

Why do people become educated? For opportunity! I tried to find a job, just recently, and found myself at an utter lack of said commodity. Blockbuster needs a high school diploma. I get the feeling there are other doors that are closed to me.

Step one: Get my damn GED, already! Now that I'm 19, there's no complicated age waiver dealie that I'd have to... deal with. Damn, I need that edjumacation. The state had been playing games with me on the whole internet thing, so I'm just going to paper applications. Back to analog, and back to school!

Step two: Well, let's take it slow. I'm guessing a class or two somewhere. Considering I'll be moving to Covington, before too long, I oughta look at NKU or UC. I'll be needing a job to... pay... for things... Mommy? Can I have some money? It's for school, n'stuff. I promise I won't spend it on crack.

Step three: Figure out what it is I want to do with mehself. I want to be a DJ. I can talk, and I like music. I like to talk about music. Fuck yeah!

Well, this was going to be a pissy entry

2007-09-17T21:06:42Z

but it got way better real fast.

Crystal came to get her court garb for student days, and the dog woke me up from a nap to tell me so. I threw on clothes, and irritatedly opening the door, first saying "What do you need?" as opposed to a greeting.

She said that mother was going to show her how to make a Can-Can dress, and that she was here to pick up garb. I rudely woke mother, telling her "Crystal is here to see you." She stood behind me saying "Don't wake her up!"

I didn't care. I was feeling a little pissy.

Then the strangest thing happened... we started talking about Faire.

We talked for about 10 minutes. It was really pleasant ^_^ Gives me hope for a non-awkward cast party lol

I stole this from Raisedbymoogles. I'm good at that.

2007-09-13T17:44:19Z

Stole the test link and all from Raisedbymoogles's page. Go there and steal.

I did 20, 'cause 19 was "Midwife" rofl

1.	Farmer
2.	Recreation Therapist
3.	Sports Instructor
4.	Mental Health Nurse
5.	Probation / Parole Officer
6.	Coach
7.	Art / Music Therapist
8.	Athletic Trainer
9.	Clothing Manufacturer
10.	Horse Trainer
11.	Occupational Therapist
12.	Licensed Practical Nurse
13.	Physical Therapy Assistant
14.	Producer
15.	Motivational Speaker
16.	Clergy
17.	Physical Therapist
18.	Crane Operator
19.	Midwife
20.	Kinesiologist

Ailments

2007-09-13T04:03:05Z

I'm hungry, tired, farty, and my back hurts.

A status update couldn't have done that justice!

LOL

2007-09-10T02:09:07Z

I shant be too specific, as it will probably get me in trouble with someone to gloat like this, but an ex is in a lot of stupid self inflicted pain, at present.

Turning 21's a bitch at faire, what with everyone shoving drinks in your face. When you're a tiny girl of < 120 pounds, I'm sure all that alcohol catches up quickly, and you're on your ass making a fool of yourself before you know it.

Hooray for precognitive decision making... I sure as hell didn't want to be the one keeping your hair out of your vomit.

It's not about bravery, for me.

2007-09-07T16:12:34Z

I'm just histrionic, and like talking about myself.

-Longest relationship:
Nearly 5 years, with Crystal.

-Shortest relationship:
Something like a month and a half, with Lindsey.

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you?
Three of 'em, that mattered. I'm not counting 6th grade "I LOVE YOU SOOOO MCUH!" stuff.

-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were dating?
Yes. I think after 4 years of happiness, I'm entitled to believe certain things.

-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
Oh god... Love always burns at first. It's that feeling of utter longing, where you MUST spend every moment you can together, or you're going to die. You just KNOW that the pain of separation is going to leave you dead, some day. Luckily, that cools off, and you just wanna spend time together and shag a bunch.

-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yeah, I have. It's not fun, especially when you we're just winning an argument. It's like The Price Is Right.

"The Contestant that is closest to right without making the other contestant cry will win a place in the showcase showdown."

-Are you happier single or in a relationship?
I'm generally happier when I have someone to focus all my nervous energy on.

-Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes. It fuckin' sucked.

-What is your favorite thing about the preferred sex?
On girls, I like a sparkling wit, and an undefinable charm.
On boys, I like broad shoulders and a big dong.

Which one of those sounds shallow? (btw, This is not one of the questions of the survey.)

-Have you ever had your heart broken?
Snapped in half, for sure.

-Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Recently, even. It was mutual, I thought, but I guess I was wrong. Now she'll have nothing to do with me, and I know that's for the better.

-Talk to any of your exes?
For sure! I still game with one of them, every once in a while.

-If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your ex's, would you?
Oh hell, no. I'm way better off without any of them. Plus, I'm not one to damage the time-space continuum.

-Think any of your ex's feel the same way?
I'm sure there are doubts, in their hearts. There are always doubts!

-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I'm a decidedly devoted one, that's for sure. I don't cheat, I don't lie, and I try to be there, as best I can. What more could you ask for?

I mean, sure I can be a little histrionic, I like to hear myself talk, and my ego is fairly easily bruised, but once you get past all that, I'm a catch ;-)

-Have you dated people who were not good to you?
HA! Crystal and I we're TERRIBLE to each other. Lots of subtle mental abuse, and a fair bit of possessiveness on both our parts.

-Have you dated someone older then you?
Crystal is two years older, than me, and Adrienne was older by one.

-Younger?
By two years.

-Do you regret anything that you have done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?
Maybe I regret losing my virginity at 13... maybe.

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I guess. Just don't let 'em walk on you.

-Believe in love at first sight?
Nope, but I do believe in finding someone, and knowing. You can't just look at someone and be like "WE GON MAKE BABEEZ!"

-Ever dated two people at once?
In 8th grade, I had a ren-faire girlfriend, and an in school girlfriend... and a boy I was having sex with. I was busy.

-Do you want to get married?
Not right now, lets say.

-Do you have something to say to any of your exes?
Something like "When are we going to mall, next?" lol I'm on good terms with most of them.

-Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Kiiiiiinda. I had a year-long romance with a girl who was dating someone else. We loved each other, but she never got up the nerve to axe the jerk.

-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Just about all the time. I tend to get infatuated qucikly, but if feelings aren't reciprocated quickly, I cool down fast.

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
Yes. It's a weight that cannot be lifted. It is a wound that is most difficult to heal. It fucking sucks.

-Are you looking for a boyfriend or girlfriend?
In a manner of speaking.

Freezepop and Daft Punk

2007-09-04T23:12:29Z

I rely on these two bands to get me through tough times. Sometimes it's hard to cope, and the music these groups have created really speaks to me.

Some people need folk music in their lives to help the cope. Some like rock, many need Rap.

Somehow, Techno and Synth-Pop have always spoken to me. Not many people speak of the spirit of Electronic music.

It's philosiphy follows mine.

Have fun, hurt none, live well.

agamaed @ 2007-09-04T11:58:00

2007-09-04T15:59:12Z

I'm sick n' stuff.

My throat is full of crap, and my joints are feeling shitty. My back hurts, my nose hurts, on earth as it is in heaven.

Lord's prayer? What?

I love all you guys. I really do.

Hey!

2007-08-30T05:04:16Z

I'm here!

Hello to everyone who I've friended (or Girl-Arthur friended for me.) Many <3s to all of you!

This looks like a lot of fun... introduce me to fun shit, you guys!

Malaise

2007-08-13T00:57:24Z

My november home has burned, and there is no safety net. Nothing to stop the fall, when it comes. I am free, but at a tremendous cost.